blah blah blah

November 29th, 2006 by tilapia

boring! last night was so BORING! it did not turn out like the way i expected it to be…there were lights, bands, disco, friends, people yet i did not really enjoy the night…at least cris cayzer came in and sang cool songs…he’s so gorgeous…i like his eyes..hell yeah!!! anyway, although i danced like a freak, twas not enough.its like i wanna dance til the last drop of my sweat has come out from my pores..haha…no seriously, i really just wanna dance.dance.dance…the reason is because i wanna divert my thoughts into something fun and exciting rather than just sitting and thinking about my game for today..what i hate the most is that when people expect you to be on the top, when in fact i just cant get there…huhuhu…am i way too pessimistic??? maybe i’ll just take some hormonal pills so that i’ll be enjoying the adrenalin rush.hahahaha….i hate it..i hate it..i hate it..what i like to do then is just skip this afternoon’s game and drink whatever there is in store…i just wanna hang out with my lovely friends (tootsies) and crazy classmates (QnQ people) and enjoy…waaaaah!!! what am i saying here??? i hope they’ll be coming to support me…waaaaaaaaaah….my heart is starting to pound pound pound ….im talking trash here…

poppin’ out mah head

September 9th, 2005 by tilapia

it’s a new day, same as yesterday…not like when we were together all alone in the same ground…all day long daydreamin’,  dreaming of someone to come home to love me and care for me… it sucks, i hate the same old routine. welcome to my life..my i-don’t-know-what-a-life life

i feel so deprived, i’m always empty…

no someone

no everything

no life

no someone to talk to

no someone to be PROUD of…

there is nothing in life that would satisfy me, except  for this one like someone…

and if i’m a thing or what, i’m like a bird trapped in a cage…chirpin’ lonesome lookin’ for someone…you see, if you could picture this, i’m a girl trapped in time. i don’t have the power either to thrust or lean back the time. my greatest enemy, time and distance. this is irrelevant, but if i am a genius i would invent a time machine so that i could go back to the days where we said goodbye so that i would stop him from leaving. Or we’ll see each other again in the future and correct our stupid mistakes…but hey it’s inevitable, i know we’ll see each other agaiin..fate still sets up its engine…

and these days, i’ve been wondrin’, he’s acting weird and strange, is there something he doesnt want to talk about?or is there someone with him??

whoever that someone is watch out, i ain’t just gonna sit down, imma kick some ass, watch me out, "kahit malayo pa yun, pupuntahan talag ko yun"

well, that’s my life and it’s my life..just blogging about whatever things that come out of my mind…

poppin’ out mah head

September 9th, 2005 by tilapia

it’s a new day, same as yesterday…not like when we were together all alone in the same ground…all day long daydreamin’,  dreaming of someone to come home to love me and care for me… it sucks, i hate the same old routine. welcome to my life..my i-don’t-know-what-a-life life

i feel so deprived, i’m always empty…

no someone

no everything

no life no someone to talk to

no someone to be PROUD of…

there is nothing in life that would satisfy me, except  for this one like someone…

and if i’m a thing or what, i’m like a bird trapped in a cage…chirpin’ lonesome lookin’ for someone…you see, if you could picture this, i’m a girl trapped in time. i don’t have the power either to thrust or lean back in time.  this is irrelevant, but if i am a genius i would invent a time machine so that i could go back to those days where we said goodbye so that i would stop him from leaving or we’ll see each other again in the future and correct our stupid mistakes…but hey it’s inevitable, i know we’ll see each other agian..fate still sets up its engine…

and these days, i’ve been wondrin’, he’s acting weird and strange, is there something he doesnt want to talk about?or is there someone with him??whoever that something watch out, i ain’t just gonna sit down, imma kick some ass, watch me out, "kahit malayo pa yan, pupuntahan talag kita"

well, that’s my life and it’s my life..just blogging whatever that come out of my mind…

TRAIN - Drops Of Jupiter Lyrics

August 27th, 2005 by tilapia

TRAIN - Drops Of Jupiter Lyrics

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out
there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never
did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out
there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know
you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour
phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

ei ei yeah, i just love this song..i wish he would sing this song for me!!! 
hmmm...

reggae mania

August 26th, 2005 by tilapia

fun in the sun…

August 25th, 2005 by tilapia

sometimes, things just happen the way you don’t expect them to happen…

what a day…

whew, i just had my duty few hours ago…

well, imma just share to ya’ll what happened…

it’ just me and Katuts(Kathy - wala ka nang takas dito, buking ka..bwahaha) walking around the street of that ghetto (imma just call it ghetto, but actually it’s a baranggay)… while walking around we were driven by the place for some adventure..yeah, we ended up somewhere in the middle of nowhere. while walking, following the long endless road,we took some pictures for nothing, remembrance!!! we were feeling the fresh air as it drift away, what a feeling it was… well, what do you expect when you have some adventures - we saw some farm animals - pigs (here, there, everywhere), ducklings, chickens, birds, dogs, cats, goats, cows, sheeps, carabaos. we were startled by a hidden house - pink house just like a doll house (as in wow, no comment..pa hidden epek pa.) then we ended up thinking of going to a beach (baliw - oras ng duty nagiimagine ng beach)… we stopped for a while for a home visit in one of the houses we just happened to pass by (my chosen house - maraming health threats). but hey, pause, we saw this cute guy, yeah cute guy in the midst of a jungle- i don’t know if he is a tricycle driver maybe he’s tarzan, but i know he’s cute. i just can’t remember the face (si pakner nareremember pa). anyways back to the… well, unfortunately, we ended up riding on a pedicab going back to the health center…we saw our groupmates and CI along the way while riding on a bike (takot ako dun, baka magagalit si ma’am)… then we arrived at the center, we just had a lil break, we went out again for more, we didn’t have enough, we were still hankering for some long walks. then, we head our way to the other road. while walking i saw this house it’s kinda haunted bacause it looks like the typical 30’s era house. we took again some pic. then walk, walk,walk..like little red riding hood walking around the woods… then we saw this place - again, wow!!! it’s like a hidden garden with all it’s grasses and trees and cows and birds. i must tell that this world is a really wonderful world -trees of green, skies aof blue, clouds of white, the bright blessed day…what a wonderful world. again we walked and  followed the long, winding, dusty road…and along the road we saw some farm animals again (what can you expect pag nasa bukid ka???) we stopped for a while - i was feeling bad, i need a rest from a one or two kilometer walk. Katuts seemed energetic, she never ran out of energy (ang daming ATP sa cells). we sat on a bench, suddenly, some dogs barked and howled on that passer by..and that one dog went near us, so we flew away like birds (i’m afraid of barking dogs)…then again went back fo some lunch…Katuts still seemed energetic, imagined if time went back - with all those calesas and maria clara dressed women - yikes… moo moo… no way man…then we rode this pedicab again heading for the center…yeah, imma eat now, i’m so hungry, i need to restore…well we arrived at the center… (sorry if i missed some happenings - total, pare pareho lang naman ang mga sasabihin ko at alam mo naman yun KAtuts nuh???)… jut hd our lunch break and let’s pause for a while

continuation - at the health center, everyone was there. we all had our requirements except for Katuts, so after eating our lunch we were like crazy finding ways on how to get out of that place… bingo. no one saw us, stealthily flowing our way out… we saw this house and knocked…(tok tok, buenas pwedeng mag interview??? - ah ok) BINGO!!! so we jumped off and interviewed the client. well "nagaapurahan nalang kmi dun" and whilst busy interviewing, rain poured and down the raindrops go..huhu…bad day (malas)..we had nothing with us except some pen and paper..no umbrellas, no whistle, no nothing…huhuhu. well a lesson learned for the PASAWAYs..mas malas ka Katut, you ripped off your ****. don’t worry… as the rain started to slow down and fade away, we ran through the rainy,watery road…i was laughing at her, she seemed mixed up…(Katuts, gusto ko nga tanungin sayo "how do you do???" pero wag na lang)… thankful that no one saw us running like fools on the rain…the lesson learned - we then knew the essence of thread and needles and umbrella and whistle… then we started to tell to Julie Dee about the chicken shit and the holy cows!!! she seemed interested, so again (mga pasaway) we walked towards that haunted house, with the boys, now we’re many…but then a groupmate texted us and said that ma’am was angst-driven (joke, exaggerated) no she was mad…so back to the heAlth center and HID…(who wants to be embarassed in front of other groups? uh uh, not me)..well i just sat dwn and wished i wasn’t involved there, but hey the damage is done…anyway, forget about it…

so it’s my day..filled with fun, adventure, chasing dogs, rain and surprises..i just wish that this will happen again, not the last part but the first part of my adventure…so much was learned. i think this was just enough….i had enough….next time, imma bring all the necessary things with me while walking ’round town…

island in the sun

August 21st, 2005 by tilapia

Tobago"no man is an island" but my man is on that island!!!

that’s all i can say…

imma mean he’s there jammin’ with the caribs and rastas and talibans and the niggas as they watch the sunset in the beach… chillin’ out!!!

just go der - trinidad and tobago

sound trippin’

August 21st, 2005 by tilapia

check out these tunes yo!!!

these songs are of different genre but at least they’ve got some’in in common
it’s about eveything what life has to offer from heartbreaks to sweet lullabies…
anything that’s in store for y’all guys…..

stand by me - oasis
lullaby - shawn mullins
fix you - coldplay
why can’t i - liz phair
amber - 311
time of your life - greenday
come away with me - norah jones
buffalo soldier - bob marley
it’s about life - lillix
falling down - avril lavigne
my world - avril lavigne
time stands still -all american rejects
can’t lose you - caedmon’s call
tea and sympathy - jars of clay
chariot - gavin de graw
no such thing - john mayer
you and i both - jason mraz
drift away - uncle kracker
landslide - dixie chicks
name - goo goo dolls
taking my life away - default
doo wop that thing - lauryn hill
i see the sun - tommy hendrickson
trouble - coldplay
simon - liferhopuse
spin- lifehouse
you and me- lifehouse
you learn - alanis morrissette
kiss me - sixpence none the richer
how’s it gonna be - third eye blind
semi-charmed life - third eye blind
fast car -tracy chapman
the color of love - boyz II men
true colors - phil collins
westside - tq
baby i love your way - big mountain
no woman no cry - bob marley

you - switchfoot
shiver - natalie imbruglia
if i ain’t got you - alicia keys
stranded - jennifer paige
be like that - 3 doors down
this side - nickel creek
try - nelly furtado
leave - jojo
together again - janet jackson
underneath it all - no doubt
cool - gwen stefani
on the wya down - ryan cabrera
scar tissue - red hot chilli peppers
when it’s over - sugar ray
all-star - smash mouth
32 flavors - alana davis
crazy for this girl - evan and jaron
buses and trains - bachelor girls
best i ever had - vertical horizon
there’s gotta be more to life -  stacy orico
motivation proclamation -  good charllote
hold on - good charlotte
sleeps with the butterflies - tori amos
adia - sarah maclachlan
stupid - sarah maclachlan
fallen - sarah maclachlan
the loneliest person i know - splender
i think god can explain - splender
closing time - semisonic
hey - fatima rainey
perfect day - collective soul
bad day - fuel
as long as it matters - gon blossom
don’t lie - the black-eyed peas
ordinary people - john legend
one of these days - michelle branch
the first cut is the deepest - sheryl crow
all i want - toad the wet sprocket
brick - ben folds five
adam’s song - blink 182
54-46 that’s my number - toots and maytails
fat lip - sum 41
you get me -michelle branch
stupid mouth - john mayer
in my place - coldplay
dare you to move - switghfoot
talk shows on mute - incubus
overnight celebrity - twista
sunshine - twista
get up, stand up - bob marley
jamming - bob marley
could you be loved - bob marley
lovefool - the cardigans
high - lightyhouse family
hand in my pocket - alanis morrissette
return to innocence - enigma
don’t say goodbye, just say goodnight - binocular

ohh…common guys..i don’t have all day
just listen to these songs
i guarantee you 101% satisfaction…no leaks, no flaws

gibberish

August 21st, 2005 by tilapia

"the whole world can see it man..
di naman ako masyadong perfect magsulat..
interesting something
thoughts, whatever
love chuva
corney!!!
idol ka…
bahala ka sa life mo..
sispain talaga kita…"


–a conversation with someone like someone like - K…
bwahahahahahaha……………….

give it a break man…..

why can’t i???

August 18th, 2005 by tilapia

"…Why can’t I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can’t I speak whenever I talk about you
Its inevitable… it’s a fact that we’re gonna get down to it
So tell me…
Why can’t I breathe whenever i think about you…"

i can’t get enough listenin’ to this song…

oowie, yoowie…

yeah, why can’t i breathe whenever i think about you? i cannot even move everytime i hear someone calling your name…i can’t sleep at night waiting for some buzz…

why can’t i??? this is not supposed to happen

i cannot get enough of you…

tis ain’t right…

arrrghkkk……